I found my old diary from 2008 when I was with my ex. Its crazy how much emotions hit me when I started flipping the pages. I reread all of the pain I went through with this guy. I saw how much I loved him and the book was basically ALL about HIM. When I finished reading everythin, I realized that I was so stupid back then. I gave this boy my all and in the end we aren’t together anymore. I wrote how I can’t live without him but look at me now, I’m surviving and I love someone else. I wrote how its hard for me to give up on our relationship and blah blah blah. I was so naive, but young. I’m happy I found my diary cause now, I know what to do to improve myself to better the relationship I’m in now. Now, I can tell myself to not be like the way I was before. It’ll cause me less pain. Thank you old diary :)